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Name: Hannah
Birthday: 2/7/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: Hmm, I like alot of things. How do you expect me to give a sufficient account of my interests here? I love travel. I am going to tour Europe and hopefully the world after high school or college. I live music, I like all kinds and play the piano (not as well as I would like to but oh well) and can sing as well. I express myself through writing, a method of transferring my otherwise inexpressable emotions into something marginally comprehensible. ACTING...I love the stage. Onstage and off (however absurd that may sound). My friends know me as a drama queen, who makes a fool out of herself a little too often. And last but not least and most important of all by far, my Lord and savior Jesus Christ should be my uttermost interest of all...growing everyday to become more like Him and the woman He created me to be. Period.
Expertise: Well I wouldn't consider myself an expert at anything really...unless you call making people laugh a profession.
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
11/23/2004
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| wow. an entry sometime might be in order.
perhaps it's because i don't use xanga almost at all anymore.
just for anyone wondering, i really only use it to read other people's blogs at this point. perhaps one day that will change.
we'll see. love you all. =P | | |
| Uhhh. Christmas is right around the corner, and I am going crazy! Yay
for me! We had 4 shows last weekend, which all had great turnouts and
were absolutely *amazing*. I must say, it was one of the best shows I'd
done in my life. It's funny, cause right in the middle of it I thought
I was loosing one of my best friends, and it was driving me crazy: like
two parrallels of joy and extreme hurt...but it all worked out anywho,
so it's all good.
It's just so funny the way "my little world" operates. *sigh*
It's kinda weird to me....school and being successful and *proving
myself to the world* is all very important to me. I think sooo much
about what I want my future to be, and how if I want it
to work out the way I envision, I have to be devoted to my school now.
Like, education will be my ticket into getting where I want. But then,
my friends are my whole world too. You have all these pictures as a
teen of like, going on car rides, and doing crazy fun stuff while being
totally independent of your parents; having the "high school
sweethearts" bit, and all that jazz, ya know? It's funny. I find it
funny anyways.
I'm feeling really sad right about now, cause all my good friends are
like at their "peak", and will have graduated in another semester! And
I still have two years to go!!! (hypothetically anyways) I'm just
thinking, you know how your junior and senior years are supposedly your
best? Well IDK if it will be for me. The way I see it, in public
schools, in your senior year, ALL of your friends are all having the
time of their lives as well as yourself, so you're like all in your
peak TOGETHER. But me, by the time I get to "my peak", all the people I
really would have cared about sharing it with will be gone. Well,
that's a really negative attitude to have, and I know it won't be as
bad as all that...I still have some friends and stuff my own age, but
still.
Well, I've already typed too much. I love you all. Merry Christmas, cause I prolly won't post again before then. *Te Amo Mucho*
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| First rehearsals for the Christmas show this year....should be exciting!
Anywho...I thought I'd post this...it's a little something I wrote for
my bestest of friends. (well actually it's rather long...) I love her
so much...I just want to sweep her up in my arms as if I was her
savior.* I miss you*
A
dark-haired angel runs, arms outstretched in front of her
Her small bare
feet leave delicate footprints in the turf behind
The same
prints are forever stamped in the heart of another
Towards
that heart does the girl now glide
Knowing a
warm embrace awaits on the other side
The sun
beats down on that golden face
So full of
hopeful innocent dreams
She pulls
the lace from her thin white dress
A pattern
as complex as the life she’ll discover
But the
veil of youth still rests heavy on her
eyes
Finally she
finds the arms that enfold her
Caught up
in so strong a paternal bond as this
Now swung
around in circles, laughter fills the air
All she
sees revolves around that face
It’s all
she’s ever known
This angel
knows no pain, with all she trusts
In this
lies her security, her identity
His pride
and joy, he will teach her all he knows
Standing
side by side, father and child
A small
selfsame reflection she’s become
Years later
the angel runs again, her long hair now at her chin
Yet no
white dress adorns her now
Under the
moonlight, her darkness revealed
Her eyes,
long unveiled, now search frantically
Whence can
she find the arms of rest?
No more is
there waiting a passionate enclosure
The old
arms have found another to enfold
Those
footprints that seemed to have run so deep
Now fading,
replaced by another’s
Daggers
pierce the heart of this dark angel
Confusion
gleams in her eye as she turns her head away
Black
tears, heavily shed, but unseen by their cause
Her world,
once a crystal clear window, now clouded
The pieces
lay shattered at her feet
Yesterdays
are but an old forgotten memory
A feeling
of security once known, now long gone
Replaced by
rejection, isolation, and hurt
No longer
can she fall and expect to be caught
Today’s
lesson is the hardest she’s ever had to take
Torn from
all she’d ever known and loved
A raspy
throat whispers what cannot be said
Red eyes
stare at the sunbeams, so seemingly elusive
Curling up
once again in defeat
Tears carve
paths down her raw cheeks
Trying to
decipher through the haze her shirts lacey trail
As the sun
sets he hears the dark angel’s cry
<3 | | |
| IT'S NOVEMBER!!!
Yeah, so
Kay thought she'd be funny and tag me with this monstrosity. Here Goes.
THE RULES: List five songs that you are currently loving. It doesn't matter
what genre they are from, whether they have words, or even if they're any good,
but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now.
Post these instructions, the artists, and the songs in your blog (Xanga). Then
tag five other Xanga friends to see what they're listening to.
1. Breathe - Anna Nalick
2. With Arms Wide Open - Creed
3. Anything But Ordinary - Avril
4. Meant to Live - Switchfoot
5. Phantom of the Opera - Phantom of the Opera soundtrack...dur (haha I love
that whole cd)
Okay peeps...Deborah Bushey, Kayla Nelson, Alysha Sutton, Tricia and Krista…you’re
stuck in the suffering with me a.k.a. you been tagged! | | |
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Leave your name and
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll tell you what flavor of jello i would wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. | | | |
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